paper love

from the time immemorial i have been into the habit of reading newspapers. and with the growing age my paper-reading  is quite evolving in itself. wen i was a kid i wasn’t fascinated by business column or editorial section and upon insistence of ma elderly when ever i tried to read any of the above sections, it felt like clock had stopped ticking and i imagined myself into some sort time trap which was boring and at the same time not yielding. the whole idea of getting me into this kind of serious reading was some kind of sabotage act on my childhood, but yet i was able to catch the essence, which was later on realized and undoubtedly appreciated. so as a kid i hated paper, much could be the reason of compulsion from ma elderly. its not that i was rebellious, its just that often without a reason i fail to do what others are making me intend to achieve. or just say until every move is clear to me i cannot put them into action. then few years passed and my psyche evolved into a brain of a teen. starting years were wonderful since i felt like i am grown up but eventually everything started getting dark and darker and even darker! trust me its sweet sixteen for girl;s but as far as we guys are concerned those r the terrible years one could only wish not to come back which on the contrary gender part is totally a different story. so there was the time hormones been jumping inside me attaining a frivolous attitude every now and then. my sound box had completely distorted and only thing i liked then was to be away at sports or with some reading material, that was the time i had starting peeping into the twenty page newspaper, the tribune which if compared to today’s competitors is amazingly boring and the reason i used amazing was to show no disrespect to the retired grandfather age elderly men who happen who to consider themselves to be no less that clergymen. well at that time i started building the very foundation of my reading habit. then for a couple of years tribune rocked my world until the magnificent, adorable and ma all time favorite HT aka hindustan times came into ma world, its just revolutionized my life n filled it with vigor and excitement all together, i was now free from the clutches of the traumatic and lifeless displayer of only local events, the tribune, this was what i felt after when i was introduced to HT.

to be cont…. ….

what works for me !!

this is the quest i been working ma arse of lately, n guess wat i found about myself. ever since i entered college i started thinking that everyday is going to be special and everyday something interesting will happen which will lead me one step forward to wat i have been aiming to achieve, but what an idiot i was, thinking me to be so eccentric; or exaggerating the very statement to the heights of being snobbish and considering myself to be center of universe. this surely didn’t to work out for me, as per my sign zodiac sign i m quite ambivert and occasionally shifting from being vibrant and radiant at one occasion to being totally artistic, self occupied trying to figure out most of the things n this sometimes goes to the extent of me doubting myself of being dyslexic, yes i know that sounds retarded. neways forget about being any centre or circle, lets talk about wat works for me. number one i m not multi tasking, and it takes a lot of effort from my side to pull two or more task simultaneously and effectively. i think quite a lot and speculation is my favorite hobby, i fear spelling and i hate texting, n this is one of the things i cant really stand out. above all i have passion for sports and any physical activity, i m tough physically and would always wants to stay as muscular and strong as i m these days(stop you narcissist !! ).let me frame a list of things which are partially wrong with me n mindlessly getting to know that hw i must improve those things:

1. bad handwriting- well regarding this issue i tried once wen i was in high school on compulsion from my class teacher when she refused to check my paper,n that was the time i made an effort genuinely n thankfully i was on a verge of writing close to wat we call a legible handwriting. i still ache for getting my hand-writing to-gather n produce something comprehensible since my maa always use to tell me stories starting with the tag line” once upon a time anonymous(that is me) has a beautiful handwriting”, n now to regain that lost honor i will try to discover the lost art in me by conquering and taming the graphein dragon.

2. secondly- to be cont………….

rationalizing ma laptop

writing about ma changes in laptop would seem pretty boring but trust me, the level of changes i have been able to achieve so far with the advent of new windows 7 and making  ma laptop altogether full fledged with its unique feature is quite rewarding and thrilling. more over wen u discover the changes i hav been able to make through windows 7 u will be surprised or rather just say overwhelmed. to start with, windows 7 to its predecessors xp and vista, is very light in terms of occupying physical memory and processing speed, with 1 gb ram and a decent graphic on-board chip u can pull it off. next comes the looks, n trust me i have never seen such killing looks as i see it everyday now. the looks are a deadly combination of ultimate graphics and superb clarity with astounding sounds and a fashionable taskbar. multiple desktop themes in built with windows 7 and an amazing feature includes changing of desktop every 10 seconds which make it more lively and interactive. a handy feature includes hold n shake which minimizes all the windows except the one u r clinging to. this feature is more adorable wen one has a touch feature. another feature which is worth mentioning is its windows media player, this tym its quite different from the regular, boring media player and had employed a unique playback mode which includes video to be played in different screen altogether. colors are vibrant and user interface as mentioned earlier is responsive enough, n with all these features loaded up in a single package, i guess its worth a ……….no u r wrong nt buy but worth a download. just download a crack version from ne torrent and enjoy its ambience n relish the deadly look ur lappy just acquired. 

dealing with the fast pace of life......

everyone knws what could possibly i be talking of, same ol' fast n ever growing culture with every moment one could only wish.... a bit more faster. wheather its eating lunch, driving to office, travelling for bussiness, signing a deal, finishing assignments and even brushing ur theeth; there's a rush, a pressure to perform better, every tym compromising and pushing ourself little by little until we realize that how big that little had turned into. this fast growing culture with full of ambitious nerds trying to make a feel of their presence. their prioritising strategies hav grown so immense n deep that they seem to be lost around them. they want to excel and r ready to push themselves no matter wat it takes n no matter wat is at stake. that demonic and intimidating lustful desires & ambition is bringing them to a peril & grave circumstances, that they r not ne near of even realizing. its a time bomb planted in u, the only differnce is that the trigger is nt with ne one else bt its with u, n the most interesting part, that u are hardly aware of that trigger and treating it like ne other old t.v remote. u keep on paddling the device to make it work. n indeed this is hysterical, coz u r the one who wants that thing to work n blow the hell out u.

it may sound really regular to many people but considering me it was ironical n most importantly an astounding ex[perience 4 me. so here's ma story with some indian spiciness added to it with a tinch of regularism.
i, as the name sugests anonymous is regular guy with an extraordinary likings for girls and sports. i had this internship in city of largest slum and so do the home ground 4 slum dog millionaire.N for the first time i was to go out of ma cubicle, this was exciting an the same time scary too. may be it was fear of unknown which was holding me back earlier. but u know there's a word called destiny n here it was exactly the only thing which was ruling ma every move... right from me feeling totally crushed one moment to being on the cloud nos. seven the other... this was funny, n yet enjoyable. my moods were like some random nos. on the jackpot which keep flashing before me bringing out the degrees of emotions simultaneous........... (to be cont..)